Afifa Fatema's Page

I always just wanted to be "normal"...like my friends, my sister and just didnt have to be the one go out of the way to live. gosh well my life always has been more difficult than the next person, well thats how i feel. i m sure there are people in this world with more worst and really severe health issues. but i just want to take this moment for myself and vent and i dont want to be grammatically correct either. sorry, i m totally out of it and i m just blabbing...!!!!

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Since I was diagnosed with this, I have been really trying not to think of my life. I have been just trying to take one day at a time. and just not think at all! But at time now its getting to me so badly. I am always up till almost noon then i sleep during the day. I tried to change my sleep schedule but when i woke up all alone in my room, i just didnt see the point of being up at all. i wait for my mom to get home. Last few days have been more challanging than before, I am sooooo,…

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I'm oh so frustrated with my pustular psoriasis. and very unhappy that the nurse messed up with my paper work that I'm late receiving my stelara. I'm in so much pain that my feet and my palms hurt to the touch. I've been typing with like 6 fingers!! Very, very, very frustrated with this. These last 6 months and on going time has been one of the most challenging time of my life. Everyday I wake up and think maybe today, just maybe I'll be able to walk normally. I end up crying then going back…

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AS long as i can remember i always had to deal with ezema, psoriasis, then PSA! As if life wasn't difficult enough with those, with simponi i developed pustular psoriasis. GREAT!!! thats all i needed!!! And it had to develop while i was getting married!!! Life is just lovely!!! So now all i remember about my most special days are that i was freaking tired all the time and cranky and just oh so tired that i dont remember how i got through those days!!! Well i didnt know why i was feeling that… Continue