Deana Watson's Page

the hospital where i work is actually one that participates in the caringbridge site....i will think about doing that tonight....i am currently setting up a blog too so ill send that your way once i get it up tonight....

you are right that is when things seem to have gone really bad for me.....im just hoping i can get some kind of help soon....i hate having my children see their mom weak and sick...im supposed to be their rock.....right now they are what keeps me together...thanks for your prayers...i will keep you updated.....btw...i love the picture of you in the white shirt you just put up...love the smile...stay beautiful my dear friend.....ty for everything!!!

you are such a sweetheart...thanks for all your prayers and thoughts and words of kindness....im seeing my doctor again tomorrow and he is trying to get me to the mayo clinic in NY or FL asap....i am getting worse....even on steriods everyday I am loosing weight and still cant see and weak and dizzy...i just need my life back so i can be a good mother and wife......I filled for gov. disability and short term disablilty through my insurance at work since i cant work right now......i just feel so lost...im going to beg my dr to just let me get through our walk on saturday and then send me to the mayo clinic.....i need to get better for my kids.....they actually cry at night and beg me not to die...it is the saddnest thing ever...i have to get through this soon.....please keep us in your prayers.....maybe i will get better and be able to make it to the walk in atl and meet you and your family......ty for all the kind words and thought......lots of love <3

Happy Birthday Deana!!!!!!

Hey there....thanks for the words of kindness....there are a lot of people on here that have started stalera....I dont know anything about it really....im just loving my drug for now....that love hate relationship we have with our disease....lol....love the drug while it works then hate it and your disease when it stops.....im sure you understand that....keep us posted on your improvements please.....im glad you found us...it helps to talk about things everything....

Hey Deana...I hate waking up itching...or worse even is not waking up but clawing myself and bleeding all over the place without waking up and having to deal with it all when you wake up in the morning......when I had that issue i used a medication to help with the itch at night....it was called zyzal.....that isnt how it is spelled....sounded out like (zy-zall)....